My heart is full of love and gratefulness. It seem as if the universe said to me,
"You are only going to have one child. So here is the most beautiful charming amazing little girl I could make.
Your husband left you. So here is a better Man for you, who will help
you grow to your full potential and love you unconditionally... you know
what... while I am at it, here's another!
You went for years without having friends or being social because you
gave everything you were to a person who didn't cherish you. So here is
an amazing community and group of friends who will love and accept you
just the way you are."
I could go on in all the ways i have been blessed but those things
right there... that makes any challenges i might face fade way. Health
issue, struggles with money, anxiety, judgment from the world for being
different... none of it matter because i have been so greatly blessed.
And in the times i start to let the crap get to me, i always have one or
any number to people there to support me. I have been blessed to have
so many beautiful souls come into my life.
Fuck car and houses and all that material bullshit... I am a rich woman!
I just hope i can give back, even just some, of the richness that i have been blessed with.
About Me
- fireinwater
- CA, United States
- This blog is just a place for me to put down my random thoughts. To be honest and true to who I am and not edit myself for others. You will see blogs about polyamory, being a parent spirituality, kink,and self acceptance... to name a few. It will likely end up being twisted and random and maybe even a little dark. Its really not for you its for me. I don't even know if anyone else will ever see it and that's fine. But I am just egotistical enough to want to put my thoughts out there for the world to see. If you do read this blog you will find that my writing will come in waves. I am not a writer by nature at all; it takes just the right mood and state of mind to get into it.